Sunday, March 16, 2008
It's been awhile since i was last here and since then many things have happened.
070308 - I guess it's worthy of some mention? As some people probably know, i actually failed CT2 and had to go see the science HOD after getting a U for math, following which i got a not-so-impressive DDEED(GP) for prelims. So the day before the results were released, i felt more jittery than i've felt in a long time. That afternoon i attempted to arrive at school right on time so no one could tell me if they did or did not see my name on the board outside the GO. Hmm turns out i wasn't that successful cos i met the 3 trumpet j2 girls on their way out of school and xiaojia went "congrats!"... To which i literally raised an eyebrow. Anyway, i pretty much went through the entire time before i received the results still feeling a whole lot of anxiety. So then it came to the time when we received our results... I guess my reaction was rather passive. No jumping on the spot, no punching the air in triumphant roar and no wide smile on my face. Haha i guess i was too shocked to even register much of a reaction. Oh well. Thank God. :)
Then after there was a mad rush to figure out details about scholarships and university applications - highly un-entertaining. So how? The course i wanna go to is so bloody hard to get into and the course i'm quite likely to get into is the one i don't really want to get into. Sigh. It's always like that eh? I don't want to get into course that leads me to a career that's meaningless, one where the only target one has is to make as much money as he can. I want to do something meaningful! I want to "touch lives"... Hahaha. Anyway all i can do is prepare for the application process to the best of my ability and sit back and pray... Only if it's His will?
Mmhmm. Then there was NUS open house followed by the concert by NUSWS! It wasn't all that bad. Typical "Mr Leonard Tan" songs though - sophisticated, classy and some times a bit tiring (at least that's my opinion). Ah, don't you just love life in band?
I realise i often do things which i end up regretting doing... After which i end up feeling totally horrible. Garh. What do i do???
University applications and scholarship applications. :(
Oh and tomorrow's Good Friday. Nice. We'll be having a service at Singapore Expo Hall 3, with a miniature orchestra and choir and all. Yep. Hope it goes well.
Bye.
Life just sucks some times. Otherwise life is good. :)~~ posted by me on 9:52 pm
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