Saturday, August 12, 2006
hmm why issit that whenever i think about something regarding a certain issue i always end up feeling frustrated? somehow or rather... i think it's got smth to do with losing something... no wonder. since i absolutely hate losing stuff. anyway some random thought came to me today. if i could turn back time i would...
not have told somebody a secret. somebody who eventually went ahead and let the cat out of the bag. bravo. this person actually thought it was something smart to do.
have came up with a more intelligent, less aggressive answer to one of my interview questions so i probably wouldn't have ended up in such a sad state.
not have sat and waited for things to happen, only find out that they'll never happen.
have studied harder for my mid-years so that i could have done some form of h3 subject. so that i feel a wee bit less useless. oh and also so that i would have more of a sense of satisfaction.
have invested more of my time building a more extensive network of friends so that i'd have somebody to turn to when things sucked. (unfortunately, i guess i didn't do enough)
c'mon who am i kidding? time can't be turned back... wakie wakie. anyway i think and i hope that everything happens for a reason. hmm i guess had i been able to turn the clock back, i'd probably have applied for ri as my 1st choice in pri 6, gone to ri, turned into a person totally unlike from who i am today, not met all the wonderful people i know (ok which means i wouldn't have met all the crappy people i know as well). hmm well i guess it had been a good choice though initially in sec 1 i was all pissed off and unhappy. well let's see how things go... sigh. help me.
Life just sucks some times. Otherwise life is good. :)~~ posted by me on 8:17 pm
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