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Thursday, August 03, 2006

hmm so it seems that a whole lotta classmates been reading my blog... oooohhh how wonderful. lol. so anyway yesterday was the careers and scholarships fair in vj. so with my newfound passion for my wonderful classmates, i decided to go walk around the fair with them! hahaha. yep so i met up with a huge grp of 06s32-ians at the learning hub... hmm saw caron and her dad (and little sis i think? lol not sure who that small girl was), haha and m.i.d. (oops) with her mum and dad... the room ws packed for the nus presentation. lol so i decided to go for the EDB talk instead. so down me, daphne and zhiwei went to lt3. when we reached the doors of lt3,
daphne said "hey where do they get the bags from? i want one to!"
zhiwei, being ever so obliging said "it's in the hall wait i go get 3 for us"
so after some hesitation and umms and erms it was decided that zhiwei (mr i-don't-take-econs-so-no-point-listening-to-edb-talk) wd go to the hall and get us 3 of em! so daphne and i went down into lt3 which, in case u didn't know, is THE WORST smelling lt in the whole of vj! smells totally like nua (saliva) as i told daphne. lol. anyway we sat down and the talk started. for some reason, we both looked back at the person entering the lt whenever the doors opened, expecting to see some skinny boy (formerly from cat high) carrying 3 huge paper bags of "career and scholarships fair" stuff. lol that wasn't the case anyway. so halfway through we decided to leave the edb talk and go to the concourse to collect brochures. so being kiasu singaporeans, we each got a huge stack of brochures from the friendly nus, ntu and smu ppl. lol. ok so after that i decided to go to the hall to have a look. ok that's probably very boring as this entry has been. ANYWAY, note to all girls. when walking up the spiral staircase outside lt5 which leads to the upper levels of the performance theatre, DO NOT walk near the edge of the staircase. yep. BAD idea. yep so that basically sums up what i did for the scholarships and careers fair. wasn't that fun? lol.

por. sigh. after what happened today, i realise... i'm so pathetic! why issit that everytime there's an opportunity i freeze or freak out? today was wonderful. yet terrifying. honestly i'm quite disgusted by my cowardice... why issit that i always freak out when it matters the most? even though there's nothing to be afraid of, i shy away, my heart beats faster, my mind goes blank and i've got no idea what to do??? sigh... i SUCK!

Life just sucks some times. Otherwise life is good. :)~~ posted by me on 6:54 pm

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