Wednesday, July 05, 2006
sigh... midyear results have been depressing... moving on... why issit that we always find it so hard to let go of things? sigh... guess it kinda explains why it's always so difficult to forgive and forget. for the very reason that we're not able to let go of what we're faced with, we can't move on, hence we can't forget... and if the situation we're faced with involves someone else doing smth to us then we're not able to forgive... and for that matter forget about what that person did... hmmm... the strange thing is that, despite knowing that all of this is senseless, unproductive, ineffective behaviour, many a time this is what happens... hmm ok i dun really know what exactly im talking about... maybe it's coz i haven't really figured it out for myself. which explains the incoherence... anyway... recently had to take up the next best alternative of accepting reality despite being unable to forget... hmm... kinda brings about relief and strangely an effect which is almost the same as moving on... hmm sigh i have no idea what i'm talking abt... or whether i'm realy getting my message across... actually i've got close to no idea as to how to put my thoughts and feelings in words... lol so loser-ish... anyway... that's all folks... sorry for the lousy/meaningless post... shall continue some other day... bye!
Life just sucks some times. Otherwise life is good. :)~~ posted by me on 10:26 pm
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