Monday, July 10, 2006
bitter with a touch of sweetness.
kinda what today was... hmm last night was really really fun. had stayed over at qy's place with jonathan and val to watch the world cup... haha fancy watching the world cup with a bunch of non-soccer ppl right? but it was great. haha yep so waking up bleary-eyed at 2am, pigging out and talking a loada nonsense was really fun... really! haha... yea... went to school and got an almost-half-day courtesy of the school's wonderful sailing team. however, had to stay in school for some talk by a nobel prize winner... had wanted to go home to sleep but wasn't that tired. amazing huh. 4+ hours of sleep and i'm actually feeling alright. anyway italy won. yay. right, back to the school day... as part of my plan to turn over a new leaf and ATTEMPT to be a good student, i spent the entire time btw the end of school and the start of the talk in the library doing tutorials. *gasp* haha... keep this up randall... anyway... sometime during the day, kinda saw smth which made me feel kinda uncomfortable... hmm was kinda unpleasant... hence the somewhat bitter day... ok forget it noone probably knows what i'm talking abt. lol. there was a touch of sweetness too which kinda made things abit more bearable... argh... once again i'm being ambiguous for my own good... responsible blogging's the way to go right? lol...
hmm... am i ok? i have no idea... what's okay? is okay good? or issit almost not okay? or is okay the state of "i don't wanna create problems so i'm okay"? or "actually this is not that bad" okay? lol... okay fine pretty lame... but seriously i have no idea... which is why i think it's better if i didn't attempt to figure that out. hmmm...
anyway this is kinda late... but on sunday i heard something during sermon which kinda invoked some thoughts... correct me if i'm wrong... it was smth like "god gives the best to those who leave things to him"... hmm... interesting... anyway... thank You for this bitter-sweet day...
Life just sucks some times. Otherwise life is good. :)~~ posted by me on 6:21 pm
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